I wish I never fell for you. Everyday, I try so hard not to text, call or begin a conversation with you and I tell myself that if you wanted to talk, then you would.
And everyday, I wish I could hold you just for one second to feel what it’s like and what I can never have. Everyone tells me, you’re moody, ill-tempered, harsh and that you’re leading me on and to be honest, sometimes I can see that.
But then, there’s the good times we’ve shared, sitting next to you, getting coffee with you. The bad mostly outbalances the good but I can’t just forget the good times as much as I’d like to and I can’t stop loving you. Even a tiny little miniscule thing like half smiling at me would make my day and I can’t forget, any of it. Maybe its just me, but it’s so easy to fall in love these days, I wish i could fall out of love.