• I Wish I Could Be Yours

    by  • September 9, 2010 • Anger, Love - Pure and Simple, Regret, Yearning for You • 10 Comments


    I wish you were mine. I know it’s a wish that isn’t mine to make, and trust me that I make it every day, but I sincerely wish you were. The timing is all wrong. The situation is less than ideal. Yet, I think I’m falling for you. I fall for you every day. Even a little more today. I hate thinking about it. I hate it when the tears come, when I can feel their warmth on my cheeks, I hate it even more knowing if I but asked you would wipe them away. I hate the way my lip quivers when I think about what maybe we could have. I hate the way my heart feels heavy, the way my lungs stop working, the way my breath catches. Most of all I hate the way my body longs for yours, the ways my arms want to wrap around you, the way my legs can almost feel the pressure of yours, how my fingertips can almost touch you. If I but said the word, I know you’d be mine. I can’t, though, can I? So I’ll continue to love you from a distance, I’ll still fall a little more each day, I’ll flash that smile you love, I’ll pretend that everything is ok. Know, however, that in my heart I want nothing more than to have you. Just you.


    10 Responses to I Wish I Could Be Yours

    1. lee
      September 11, 2010 at 4:21 pm

      I do not know who you are but you have detailed my life except the girl i feel this way for is taken.

    2. FlutteringHeart
      September 12, 2010 at 4:04 am

      This is so beautiful! Ahhh…to be yearned for. Whoever you are…I feel for you and identify with you.

    3. hugs
      September 15, 2010 at 12:16 pm

      These feelings are so familiar to me as well. A recent reply “that didn’t come out right…” and mentioned with a šŸ™‚ “private chat rooms…”..etc. had me laughing and interested!

    4. hugs
      September 15, 2010 at 1:14 pm

      missing you right now

    5. FlutteringHeart
      September 16, 2010 at 4:21 am

      Funny…I heard LOA at 3:30 on the radio! They don’t often play that song but recently they have!

    6. hugs
      September 16, 2010 at 6:26 am

      The time stamp is PT? You up at 6:30 and they were playing that song. Nice. Was going to work out of our old hang out this morning to see if you might show up. Over past three years things have gotten very busy here, and I just couldn’t. Instead, got here very early….wrote a few posts this morning…have not shown up yet.

    7. hugs:(
      September 16, 2010 at 7:39 am

      i think we got to find a way…

    8. FlutteringHeart
      September 16, 2010 at 10:23 am

      These time stamps are about four hours behind. I am working but somewhat flexible hours.

    9. Hugs
      September 16, 2010 at 11:48 am

      I think we abuse these replies! Isn’t this supposed to be the place where we write things to people which we would never want to be known for writing? lol
      You ok? You on-line now?

    10. Hugs
      September 16, 2010 at 11:50 am

      I think the admin has decided not to post a few things from this morning. šŸ™ someday I’ll tell you in person. šŸ™‚

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