• You will never know…

    by  • September 8, 2010 • Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I write to you daily, poems, songs, thoughts, but I don’t send them. Maybe it’s the fear that they will never be read by those eyes that haunt me, or maybe it’s the fear of the return to sender stamp. Regardless,I know you will never read this, so I feel I can say what I need to, to you.

    I met someone, kind of. We text and email, or have been the last 2 days. He says so many things that remind me of you, I keep hoping he is, that you’re secretly pretending to be someone else, just to win me over again. But then again, that would probably hurt more than you telling me good bye, with so much damn love in your voice, I knew that’s not what you wanted, but you did. You had your reasons, I suppose we all do. But you loved me without fear, and gave me wings to feel I could fly, or do anything I wanted, that I wasn’t the most unattractive person on the planet.

    I loved you for being you, no matter what. It was refreshing and new to me. You gave me hope that I had finally found the one person I could love with no fear…and I did, at first. But now I’m terrified, although we aren’t even together, because I love you, and I don’t want to love anyone else. This new guy I’m talking to, I can already tell you isn’t going to go anywhere, because he makes me miss you even more than I already do. I’d rather be alone till I die, if I must live without the only one who matters to me. I love you more than you will ever know…

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