I loved you once. We tried so hard to keep it together long distance, but your need for acedemic distinction and perfection pushed me away. I gave you everything to get you to stay. I wish you would have done the same. you told me that you wish you would have too. Too late. I’ll never have romantic feelings for you again. I’m completely head over heels for him.
But some tiny part of me wants to be able to mention all the things he taught me. You really missed out by being shy. I don’t know whether I should laugh at you or feel bad for you because you don’t know what you’re missing. I hope you give someone the chance to show you someday.