I love you and want you more than anything before in my life. Yet you either do not see that or choose not to see it. I miss you so much right now, I’d give anything to just be able to talk to you. We’ve been very close friends for a long time now. We’ve gone through some very tough times together. You know me better than anyone else. I know you inside and out, you can’t hide anything from me. And I can’t bring myself to tell you how I feel. I’m scared you’ll feel nothing for me. All I want is to be yours and you to be mine. I want you to hold me and I you. I think about you all the time and wonder if you do the same. It breaks my heart when I see you with other women, yet I say nothing. I fear I’m destined to go through life without you by my side.