When I first saw you I told myself u were gonna be the girl I loved, the girl I would always treat right and try my best not to hurt. I’ve come from a lot of relationships which I’ve always been the one in the end hurt and upset so I thought it was gonna be impossible to make you feel the way I know u do now. When we were together u made me so happy you made me me. In so many ways you made me stronger and in so many ways you made me happy with myself again.
But I had to test our love to see if it was true. I kept pushin and pushin but u always seemed not to care. Then I cheated on you and told you and I’ve never felt worse than that moment in my whole life. But u still wanted to be with me. If u gave me boundaries I would have obeyed them. The only thing was you never gave me any so I ran with that.
Now that things are over u say I’m a terrible person and u love me so much. We’re over but I still love you and you still love me and we don’t talk anymore but we still love each other. I wish it would go away. I never had a girl truly love me unconditionally. Tricky thing is, I needed conditions….
I love you Aly and I’m sorry it took me so long to realize u loved me so much. Nothing I could do would change it. I wish I could find you again and start over but truth is I can’t.. and it sucks