I met you and then had to move far away. I look forward all day to get to talk to you when I get home. My last relationship was very rough on my heart and soul, but I am trying to make this work. I am more fragile then you will ever know. I am starting to have strong feelings for you, but we have never kissed. Never held hands. Never hugged. I think about you all day. I think about a life I could have with you and it scares me. I don’t want to get hurt again. I don’t want to hurt you. How fast is too fast? How far is too far? I want to be with you and someday love you. Everything happens for a reason right? What’s this reasoning? Why do we have to be so far apart. It kills me not being able to be touched or just having someone to talk to. To share my secrets and feelings with. I need someone to go through life with me and I am praying that person is you.