Our relationship started out with problems, it bloomed with problems, and it ended with problems. I hurt you in more ways than I could understand. I abused you emotionally and physically and I can never forgive myself. We were both numb from feeling anything in the end. My only regret is hurting you so much that it pushed you away from me. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I have forgiven you for all those times you cheated and lied. I know that what we had was love, it just wasn’t the right kind. Learn from what we had and don’t let anyone treat you the way I treated you for so many years. I will always love you!