We never knew each other, and the last thing I wanted to see you in was a coffin. I hadn’t seen you for eight years and all I did was hate you. I’m sorry I wouldn’t get close to your body, I couldn’t take it. I held tears in my eyes for every moment we weren’t together. I wish more than anything that you could have been superdad but you never even tried to be a dad. You were a father to your sons and a distant memory to your daughters. It kills me inside but I forgive you. I forgive you for every apology you would have never said and I will think deep down inside that maybe…you did love me.
I love you, daddy, and I forgive you.