You have been my boyfriend for almost 9 months. I’ve always had a deep connection to you that I felt was impossible to break. Then you hurt me after saying you wouldn’t. You satisfied your addiction by talking to a girl late at night to “help you out” instead of coming to me or dealing with it yourself. No, you may not have had physical contact, but you were still cheating in your own way. You hurt me.
And I’m giving you one more chance to redeem yourself, and I won’t try and guilt trip you into anything. That’s not who I am. I won’t seek revenge either, although you say that I am every time I cry. I won’t apologize for not always being able to satisfy you, because that is my own right. I won’t apologize for crying my eyes out every single time the image of that message pops into my head. I don’t have to apologize for anything. But I care about you so much and I know you feel the same for me. No one is a perfect boyfriend, but you do try. I don’t want to make excuses for you, but people screw up.
I apologize to myself for letting me feel even a bit guilty. I don’t know if things will ever be the same, but I hope they go back to normal.