We stood together and laughed together. You made me feel like for once in my life, I was deserving of being loved. It’s only been two months, but I actually started to picture a future with you. I know how important your job is, but I just don’t understand how you can be so glib about it all. Based on our last few conversations, I’m not sure you ever cared about me the way I care about you.
I can’t believe how much it hurts to think of you moving so far away. I really thought this was going somewhere. I’m so happy for you, because you’re doing what you love and you deserve to be happy. I just wish that I could share that with you.
I have this aching hole in my chest, that makes me feel hollow. I want to tell you that I’m hurt and broken, but all I can do is smile and tell you how proud I am.
I hope you find everything you’re looking for, as for what I’m looking for…it’s leaving with you. Someone should tell little girls that fairy tales don’t come true. Sometimes, there is no happy ending. It would have saved me a lot of hurt to know that. They say it’s better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all…
Tell that to the people who have lost.