I finally worked up the nerve to ask you out and you rejected me. I tried to show that I was strong on the outside and act like I wasn’t hurt but you saw right through that. You always could do that.
I felt hurt when you said that I chose the wrong girl but I thought you were perfect. I could sit in a room and just stare at your beauty, I could hang on every word you spoke, I thought I could spend my whole life with you; I never thought or said that to any one. Ever.
When I see you around at work, I want to talk to you, I want to call you, I want to get in touch with you once more but I can’t. When I saw you my heart shattered and my mouth just shut down. You still say hello to me and I just ignore you.
I know I told you that I would face this storm and get over this but the truth is I still think of you. I swear I see your car and it makes me think your coming to find me but every time I think it’s you I’m wrong.
I wait by my phone, by these gadgets hoping that some how, some way you will contact me but I know you won’t. You were always smart and never letting your feelings get the best of you.
I just want you to know I miss you and even though sometimes you are so close; I can’t bring myself to look at you or to speak to you. I still care about you but as much as I want to be with you I know we can never be.
Some people believe that guys only want sex from a beautiful woman but not I. You have a beautiful mind and I can spend a life time just listening and learn about you with out sex ever crossing my mind.
I some times just sit and think about you and wonder if you’re thinking about me. I want to move on but I can’t. If I ever move on you will always own my heart.