You told me forever. You said I will love you always and never forget you. That I was more than a summer love. Well you are either really good actor, or don’t have a heart. My SENIOR year is gone because of you… I gave everything. And 1,000 dollars later, an 18th birthday shitted on. and what NOTHING. You broke my heart. no scratch that you destroyed it. Were you ashamed of me? Or just using me to do your fucking laundry, a good lay, or just some place to stay during your “American Vacation” well it might have been your “vacation” but it was MY home, MY heart, MY town, MY camp, MY friends. It was REAL to me. I wish I could go back to before I knew you. I think the past year would have been better, and I think I would be somewhere else than stuck in this hell hole. You held me back with your “love”. And You don’t even CARE. Did you ever care?????????? Or was I just there?