I wish I still felt like you were my sister. Over the years I’ve just noticed you pulling farther and farther away from me and even though I know I am partially to blame for that, it still hurts because you’re still doing it. Now I feel like I’m not even apart of your life, like I’m an inconvenience to you and your new perfect existence. I’m happy for you, don’t get me wrong, I’m happy you have someone to care for you but I wish You hadn’t forgotten about me.
I feel like we’re in a fight. Like there’s this unspoken anger you have towards me and whenever you’re around I feel like you just want to get away from me as quickly as you can and pretend I don’t exist.
It hurts me so much but i won’t talk to you about it because I know that I will never be as important as your new life. And because all I really want is for you to be happy.