I like to pretend that I am no longer in love with you.
I tell myself that I want another man because I’m ready, but really, I just want someone to make me forget.
Sometimes I convince myself that in a few years you will be a changed man, and we can try it again. but I know that it’s just a lie I tell myself to keep the tears from falling out.
And when you told me that you really wanted to be friends with me in the future, my heart broke into a million pieces. Because I don’t ever want friendship from you, I just want love.