I have come to realize that I will never have the dream. I will never have someone truly love and respect me. I will never here the words “will you marry me”.
It seems I am alone in my belief of what love really means. To give completely and without reserve. To respect and cherish another. Or maybe I am just unlovable.
So I will play the game and take what I can get. My heart has given all it can and has become hardened. I will never again allow it to be broken.