I can’t help pay for art classes because I’m saving my money to leave. Not for a long time, I promise. I just need a week to myself. I feel everything in me crashing and nothing has even happened yet. I have one hundred dollars saved in my room and this spring I’m buying a ticket to New Orleans. I’ll be gone a week. Don’t worry, I’ll be okay. I just can’t take this feeling of suffocation that everyone forces on me. I’m drowning in my own life and for just one week I want to be someone else. You guys have been fantastic and this reflects nothing about you.
Please understand when I say that I just need a fucking break from all of this stupid teenage bullshit.