You know who you are, and I know that is all I can ask for. Letting you get on that plane was the biggest mistake of my life. I know I messed up, but my mistake was only one. Your mistakes since have killed me and you keep killing me. You call me everyday to tell me you love me then go to bed with her.
I have grown to hate you. You will be here soon, and I don’t want your hands on me. But I won’t stop you. I won’t say no…I never do…I hate you.