• I really do love you, but…

    by  • September 5, 2010 • Breaking Up, Fear, Letting Go, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments

    You’re never going to read this, at least not anytime soon, I hope. First things first, I am completely and utterly in love with you, theres no denying that. Secondly, I can’t be with you anymore, but I can’t bring myself to tell you this. I can’t see the person I love get hurt. You’re probably confused… I have such a big fear of commitment, it’s not even funny.I’m scared of letting my guard down and having people get close to me, and you’ve knocked my guard down compeltely. I don’t like people getting close to me because they have the ability to hurt me so easily, in any way. Like leaving. People always leave, nothing lasts forever. This is why I try to avoid relationships as much as possible. You were so different though. I fell in love with you so fast, and that never happens. It probably never will again either. I’m moving far away in less than a year… I would rather get hurt soo badly right now than want to kill myself when I have to leave you next summer. Any girl would be so lucky to have you in her life. You’re so amazing. I don’t know how I ever got a boyfriend like you. I’ve never felt this way about anyone I’ve ever met, and I can guarantee I never will again. You’re going to be the one that i regret ever letting go. I don’t want to do this but I have to. I love you so much, even when I’m with another guy, you’re going to be the one that I’m still in love with.

    2 Responses to I really do love you, but…

    1. Jack
      September 5, 2010 at 1:51 am

      If you really love him you’ll stay, you’ll stay because if you really loved him you would take that potential hurt so as not to hurt him with what your going to do. If he loves you even half as much as you say you love him then you leaving like that will leave a scar like no other I urge you not to ruin both your lives not to spend the rest of your days wondering.

    2. Jack
      September 5, 2010 at 1:55 am


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