I think I have brought it on myself, the loneliness. This person I have become.
But, I can’t help but think to just months ago when I was on top of the world with happiness and quite the opposite of loneliness.
It’s not your fault. I am constantly moving, and reaching different phases in my life. Phases that you aren’t going through. It is much easier to let people slip your mind when they aren’t in the same geographical location. But until I find my own support system in my new environment I still need you, and want you to need me. Even if we aren’t talking every day or week, I need someone to on occasion let me know that they cherish me and our memories as I do.
I struggle to find people that I relate to. I know I take you for granted when I am around, but I just wish you would recognize that I need you now. And when you need me, I am there. Be here for me. Please.
Have I mentioned I love you? I do. I do so much.
I am the person people come to with problems, not the one that goes to people.