This could be the hardest thing; I’ve ever had to write. It could be the single most thing, which changes my life. I’m not sure why I want to or why I feel the need. It’s not that I hate you, no, I love you with all my heart. I love you more than you will ever understand. I love the way you make me laugh, when no one else can. You are and will always be my best friend. You are the one who brought out the best in me. You healed me, loved me, and walked through hell with me. The night he raped me, you cried with me and took me to the hospital. You took away the knife, when all I wanted to do was cut myself. You picked me up from work everyday and listened to my problems. Even after I hurt you bad, you forgave me. You saw something in me and never gave up…. How I wish I could rewind time and tell you how much I appreciate and care, but now your gone. You’ve gone to a place where I can’t follow and now its time to let you go. Its time to say goodbye to you, my best friend, my sister, and my confidant. I miss you more than you know; I miss your smile, laugh, hugs, and constant talking. You will always live in my heart; I will keep your memory alive. You often said, “This isn’t goodbye; it’s a see you later”. I pray to God, that this is true. I pray and hope – I will see you again. But until then, this is farewell. Thank you for making me the person I am today.