I don’t think I will ever be able to tell you how much you mean to me. Even if we’re still together 90 years from now, words will never be able to express these feelings. This past year has been great, even with our highs and lows. There have been days when i cursed your name, but at the end of it all I know I still love you more than anything else. Leaving you so I could go to school was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. But you took it with such ease and let me go and trusted in us. I am so thankful for that because I know this will make us stronger. I am glad you willingly let me go to further my education and find myself even though it means not being near to you.
You have been one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I cannot imagine my life without you. I go to sleep thinking of you, and you’re the first person I want to talk to in the morning. This time apart is going to be difficult but I know we will make it work. These aren’t things I wouldnt say to you in person. But you and I both know I’ve always been better at writing my feelings. I’m sorry for all the times I’ve been upset with you but you have handled it all so well. I love you and I hope you never question that.