To My Love,
I have a date tonight. But I’m nervous. I don’t want to go. I don’t want you to think that I’m over you, and that I’m moving on. Because I’m not. I don’t want you to move on as well.
I think about you every second of the day and not a moment goes by and I’m not worrying about you. I constantly thinking of new ways to surprise you and make you happy, even though we are just friends.
I’ll do anything for you. Just to make you smile.
I’m not going to enjoy tonight. You’re probably having the time of your life right now. With your friends, drinking, and laughing. While I’m sitting here waiting for him to arrive, and disgusted with myself every second.
I am trying to say, what I want to say, without having to say, “I love you”.