The day we broke up was the day my life fell apart. I can’t look at anything without it reminding me of you. The memories we shared. You weren’t only the love of my life, you were my best friend. I still haven’t moved on. I still cry myself to sleep. I still hug my pillow, wishing it was you. The day I saw you with the other girl, I fell to the ground. My heart fell to pieces. It replays in my mind over and over until I cant bear it any longer. I can’t bear to go to school and see you laughing and holding her, the way you used to hold me. I can’t bear to read the notes you used to write to me. I can’t bear to breathe when I lay there, and imagine you being there with me. You were my first love, and always will be my first love.