Matt, I love you. I have so many feelings for you, most positive, most worrisome, some fear, but we cannot continue this. You are a great friend, and although this may not be so true for you, but for me, the kiss has changed a certain dynamic. I know you are a flirtatious individual and me being a foolish girl fell for your impression of a man with feelings. Please, I treasure you too much to do this to us, so just stop tempting me, we will never be.
All my love.