• You killed me…

    by  • September 2, 2010 • Abuse, Lost Love, Self-Esteem • 0 Comments

    You killed me. Killed my self confidence, killed the way I saw myself, killed me. I wanted to love you. I convinced myself I did. But when I told you I wasn’t ready you just pushed harder. You wanted sex and I was going to give it to you or you were going to make me… you’d done it before with other girls. Told them you’d marry them just like you did me. Told them that so they would loosen up and let you take them. I was scared to end it though… because you continuously told me that you were the best I’d ever get…

    Your best friend got me to dump you…

    I almost took you back. Because who else would take a girl with terrible body image and no knowledge of what to do on my own. But now I have someone who’s rebuilding my image. Telling me I’m beautiful and that he will always love me no matter what my past is or what my future may be.

    You may have killed me Mark… But he’s bringing me back to life.

    So have fun in Romania… I know our marines would never allow a know rapist into their lines.

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