4 years, we had something perfect. Our location and age difference may have been imperfect but no matter, we were meant to be. You threw it all away for something that you’re not even sure of. We’re best friends still, but inside I am dying. I am still so very much in love with you and I can’t even tell you that. No one will ever compare to you, no one will I ever trust like I do you. My heart will hurt for a very long time, and I dread the day you find someone new. You say none of this was my fault, that everything was at the wrong time and how you still care about me, but if none of this is my fault then why am I the one hurting? You seem happy now, and as if there is nothing left in the world for us. I’m trying to accept that, but I won’t say that I am not holding out in a hope that you’ll come back and realize what a mistake you made. No one will ever give you the love that I gave you, because I gave you everything. I gave you the world and all of the love in it. You threw it all away like nothing, in the hopes of finding something new. Why fix what isn’t broken? I’ll never understand it. Everyone in the world who is so undeserving of love, and happiness, have it. While I sit back and hurt no matter how much love I give to others. It hurts to be in love with someone who doesn’t love you back, especially when you were so in love or claimed to be. Now I’m starting to think you never did. No one knows what you know of me. No one. I wish you the best, but I hope you realize what you did. I’d still take you back, because I know we’re meant to be.