I’ve wanted you for so long. You probably knew that I liked you; was attracted to you, but I doubt you knew to what extent. Every time I hear from you my heart beats faster. Every moment I spend with you I stuff my feelings for you a little bit deeper. Every time you mention her my insides wither. It’s a self-inflicted torture. I can’t believe that I won’t let it go but it feels like I can’t let it go! It feels like you’ve caught me in some web and I’m just stuck there while the mere thought of you devours me. It’s not fair. It’s not fair that I want you and you don’t want me back.