So the big day is coming up on us – FAST – and I have to be honest, I’m terrified. I’m afraid that something is going to go wrong, horribly wrong, and you will finally wake up and realize what a mistake you are making by marrying me.
The selfish part of me hopes you will never realize that it really is a mistake to marry me. I don’t want to lose you now but the closer the day gets it feels like the more you drift away from me. Are you just scared too? Your feet feeling pretty cold right about now?
I wish you would just open up to me about what it is you’re thinking about. Are you having regrets? Please just let me into your head. I’m scared too. This is a big step for me as well.
Just talk to me. I wouldn’t have said “yes” if I wasn’t completely sure that we could get through everything. I want to spend my forever with you.
But why do I have the feeling you don’t want to spend your forever with me anymore?