• My ball and chain…

    by  • September 2, 2010 • Breaking Up, Frustration, Guilt, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    I am perfection in your eyes, but you are nothing in mine. I can’t look at you, I can’t talk to you, I can’t be around you, yet being with me is what you believe you need to survive. I wish you could see that I’m not right for you. You cannot live life solely to make me happy because you can’t make me happy in any way. I don’t desire you, I don’t feel anything for you. You’ve done enough harm with your obsession and I just don’t love you anymore. But I can’t tell you…

    You’re a boy, you’re just a boy, and you’re so inexperienced and emotional. I don’t want a boy, I want a man and I can’t wait for you to catch up because that will take years. I don’t have the patience to wait for you to learn that you need to give a girl flowers every time you take her on a date and always pay for dinner and bow your head down to kiss her hand, not bring her hand up to your lips. I feel pity though… So I’m chained to you and to my misery. Hopefully one day, I’ll have the strength to leave you.

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    One Response to My ball and chain…

    1. Jess
      September 3, 2010 at 10:30 am

      If you’re not happy with him just leave its worse for both of you if you stay(even if he doesnt seem to think so) But I also think your expectations are a little ridiculous You should not expect flowers on every date and he shouldnt have to always pay for dinner You cant split it or switch off? and getting mad that he brings your hands to his lips and doesnt bow down thats just retarded stop over annalyzing everything. you expect too much and therefore will never be happy even with another man



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