I have been in the same relationship with another man for the last few years, but not a day goes by that I don’t think about you and what you’re doing with your life. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about how perfectly our lips molded together when we kissed and that tingling sensation that wandered up the small of my back. The way our bodies molded together laying in my bed and the hours we spent on the phone talking linger on my mind in the moments before I sleep. I think about every time we kissed after we broke up, every summer until I met him. I constantly wonder what would have happened if I hadn’t broken up with you to be with him. I think about how you cried and how detached I was from you because my mind was on him. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could press rewind and go back to when we were together. You were the first person I ever had sex with, the first person I ever loved.I still love you. Even though I don’t know you anymore, I think about who you were back then. I always wondered if you felt the same about me, but I guess that’s something I’ll have to wait to find out. Please find me.
Until then, I will still think about you because to this day I haven’t found a way to get you off my mind.
I love you and wish we could have made it.