• I really don’t love you…

    by  • September 2, 2010 • Lost Love, Marriage, Regret • 3 Comments

    Dear Husband,

    As you know, I’ve been with other men, and we seem to have worked out the differences between you and me. However, when I met Phillip, I really fell in love. You have no idea how desperately I want to leave you and our daughter (the child I never wanted) for him.

    You have no idea just how badly I want you and her to die, so I don’t have to be with either of you anymore. I don’t want either of you to exist anymore so I can be free again.

    All I want is to move to a big city with him and be happy with him. Because I love him and I love being with him. He makes me laugh, which is something we don’t do anymore.

    I feel like we are just existing together in the same house and I hate knowing that I could have been something much more than I am if you’d just let me have the abortion.

    But you’ll never see this, and if you do, you’ll never know it was from me about us.


    Your Wife

    3 Responses to I really don’t love you…

    1. brianna
      September 3, 2010 at 5:36 am

      Wow that was really cold and messed up

    2. Jess
      September 3, 2010 at 10:15 am

      wow lady you need serious help thats fucked up. Maybe thats why your life sucks so much because you don’t deserve to be happy. Your husband and daughter should leave you they would be A LOT better off and then hopefully Philip will leave you (Who probably doesnt love you to begin with because lets be honest who could love such a sadistic fucked up bitch) and you can live your own sad miserable life until you die forgotten and alone

    3. Clinonymous
      September 4, 2010 at 8:40 am

      Wow..I get the fact that you hate your husband, but your own child?
      I just gave my son up for adoption almost a year ago. My fiancé was the nasty piece of trash you could imagine..but never once did I not give a shit about my son. I feel sad for your daughter, knowing how you feel about her. She deserves a mother who loves her, who wants to be there for her, who wants to see her grow into a beautiful woman. You’re probably really upset..and granted this is anonymous..but I can’t help but take those words you said into my own heart.
      You made me sooooo fucking happy that I didn’t have an abortion..like my fiancé wanted. At least my child will be loved by so many people. You should want the same for your daughter.

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