As you know, I’ve been with other men, and we seem to have worked out the differences between you and me. However, when I met Phillip, I really fell in love. You have no idea how desperately I want to leave you and our daughter (the child I never wanted) for him.
You have no idea just how badly I want you and her to die, so I don’t have to be with either of you anymore. I don’t want either of you to exist anymore so I can be free again.
All I want is to move to a big city with him and be happy with him. Because I love him and I love being with him. He makes me laugh, which is something we don’t do anymore.
I feel like we are just existing together in the same house and I hate knowing that I could have been something much more than I am if you’d just let me have the abortion.
But you’ll never see this, and if you do, you’ll never know it was from me about us.