The day will come that you’ll open your eyes and see that you’ve had nothing through the sham of your jealousy induced marriage. You have a wonderful man who risks his life daily to save other people,rescue people and save mountains and houses from the arson started fires…He’s a brave man, more than you can possible know..But, ..I know because I ask him how his day went, I ask if wants to talk about the little boy that got hit by a car…I give him the opportunity to clear his head of all the ugliness he deals with on a daily basis. He can finally let all the build up and stress go.
With you he has to internalize his stress and pain… You might not know but while he’s out saving the world he’s praying that his girls are okay and if not there is a fireman like himself that will be there taking care of his girls with the same love and care that he takes care of every child he touches. You treat him like he owes you…you stay home with the girls sometimes taking them into LA but mostly they’re at dance. He works 24, 48,72 hours straight..we talk while he drives home and we talk about what list will be waiting for him to do at home. And then there’s the crazy night you call him he’s lazy, doesn’t do anything around the house, no yard work…cleaning…you’re crazy!
Lazy…Never…he’s always fixing something, window , plumbing, car batteries. Everyone can see it but you. I know you’ve been told to be careful. Someone, a beautiful girl, is going to sweep him off his feet. You’ve went on so long laughing about it..denying it.. but guess, what it’s here. For over a year he’s been sweeping me off my feet…amazing man with with a plan…not for you, but for your daughters, my daughters and my grand daughter…he’s so happy to have a grandbaby around. He cant wait to take her to Disneyland!! And them this man has a plan for him and I..a plan so wonderful…we’re going to have an amazing wedding and life to go
Sometimes you are so detached from him but its okay because that’s when I get to hear about his day as I rub his back! I do it whenever he asks. You had your chance and you blew it…he came to me because “I’m his type”. Well I’ve been more than just his type in looks and physical connection or as he say..He is so turned on by me! It goes both ways…I can’t take my hands off of him but just try to get his hands off me…Check out his lower back, has a new little scratch mark from me… got a little rough!!! We love each other but won’t have our perfect ending until we have the girls with us!!!!