Ever since we met eyes I loved you. I knew it the second my heart saw yours. Even all of our friends knew that I loved you, without me even saying anything. How could you not notice? Yea we were friends and had that fling but then you said you were too scared to commit. I don’t understand. Every time we’re together, the outside world blurs and you’re the only thing in focus. I asked you to come half away across the country to visit me and you said yes; I thought you finally knew at least that I liked you. You came with someone waiting for you back home. I cannot describe how crushed my soul was. The visit was good, we acted like we were together, like we always do when we’re together, and then the time came and I told you what has been eating me up inside for three years. You withdrew and now you’re no longer here. I’m stuck with blaming myself because I never got an explanation from you. You think you know because of what I said in the hotel room, but if only you really knew, I imagine things would be different. I was told 3 months after we met from one of our friends that you would never fall for me like I did for you, I put that aside and kept going only to realize it was all in vain. We don’t even speak. You never call. Just call to say hi, or don’t, either way I’ll be left with false hope.