Well I guess that says it. I’ll never tell you because our “relationship” is already complicated enough, with you at school and me and my walls. The 90 foot walls that I built around every area of my life. It’s not your fault though, if there was one person I would let behind them it would be you.
However, that wasn’t the case one month ago when I said our fling was getting too “serious.” Even one month ago not a soul was allowed behind those walls. Now I want you to try to get behind them, to keep on trying. There is nothing like you and your straw hair and your big soft body that I could just fall into whenever.
Now there are beautiful cheerleaders surrounding your new dorm room at your new home thats not back here with me. Its kind of funny. I told my friend today. I don’t want to tell you how I feel because I know you will want to do what will make me happy but I want you to do what will make you happy. If I say “Well, you see, the truth is, I love you” you will say “well you see, the truth is, I love you too.” Because you are a good, incredible guy who never wants to see me hurt again. But, you loving me back or us openly loving each other is not the best idea right now because I don’t want to limit you at all.
So go kiss the cheerleader down the hall, she probably has bigger boobs anyway.