• Selfishness and guilt

    by  • August 31, 2010 • Confusion, Frustration, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I don’t know how I feel about you. What started out as a fling took a serious turn and I can’t say I completely regret it. You went back home and stayed in touch which was wonderful. We talked about my boundaries and you said you understood my need to space and to take things slow then you get back and it’s as if you’ve heard nothing. I still don’t know if I’m the girl momentarily decorating you life or if you’re taking me as seriously as I do. I guess only time will tell. You say things that make me feel horrible and selfish and as a result I let go of my principles; I do things just to make sure you’re comfortable and happy. I don’t know if this is out of fear of losing you if you’re not. Either way this shouldn’t be the case. I’m hoping to get some clarity before you leave again. I’m trying to to have any expectations of where this relationship is going but it’s not as easy as it seems. Somehow I feel it’s alot easier for you…

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