I love you more than I have loved any other man, but you hurt me more than ANYONE in my life ever has. I have resentment built up for the past year. We have a beautiful 10 month old daughter and a 11 almost 12 year old son. Our son is not biologically mine, but I love him as much as our daughter. I hate how you never help me with anything. You go out into the world an make it seem like you love and care for the kids so much. Our kids barely, if ever see you. Our children will grow up with resentment built towards you. Our son needs you now at the most. You have beaten me down mentally. You are emotionally distant. If it were not for the kids I would have left. If it were not for the feeling of failure I would have I would leave you. If it were not for me not having a job and saving money I would have been gone. If you do not change soon I WILL be leaving you. I will not let you know of it, but when it happens it will be when you least expect it.