• My Biggest Regret

    by  • August 31, 2010 • Grief, Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple, Regret, Those Gone Before Us • 0 Comments

    B,

    I never get to meet you. That is my biggest regret. I made my decision, I take full responsibility for that. But you deserve to know the guilt I have felt every day sense then. My actions were based in pure, evil, selfishness. Thinking only of myself, I thought I fixed a mistake that I had made. But what I actually did, was a make a terrible, terrible mistake. You weren’t good enough for me. And now I never get to meet you, care for you, or tell others about you, of whom I would be so proud. I don’t deserve happiness, this is the only mistake in the world that no one can make better. No one can replace you. We will never know what the world would be like if you were in it. It’s my fault. It’s our fault. It is not your fault. My only solace for you is that you are forever there in our lives. You live on, you affect our decisions from now on, and we will never recover from our biggest mistake, my biggest regret, the worst kind of lost love.

    All my love, all my tears,
    M

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