• Done turning the other cheek

    by  • August 31, 2010 • Friends, Frustration, Grief, Knock it Off, Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments

    There are times I am so angry with you that it consumes me. I don’t think you realize that you and your drama consumed my life. I TRULY cared and worried about you. I took time out of my life to try and better yours in so many ways. It hurt to never receive acknowledgment for that. And then the one thing that I think will really help you, you won’t even give a chance to. I am not one to give up on people, almost to a fault, but I am nearing that point with you. You seek advice and then ignore it. You ask for guidance and when it’s received you fabricate it as if it was your own idea. You mold people like clay to fit what you need of them at that time. Your independence is based upon others. I don’t think you can just be you, and that as your FRIEND becomes exhausting.

    I just don’t have anything left to give. Once in a blue moon you’ll get in touch with me when it’s not about something bad happening in your life or something you need. I re-read texts from you where I tell you of something going on with me and there is not a response. I wonder sometimes what would happen if I just walked away. I am sure you’d be fine…that’s the sad part. You call me your best friend, but I doubt you could tell me why..and that’s why I won’t ask. I don’t really want to know the answer, because, honestly, I don’t think I will believe it.

    2 Responses to Done turning the other cheek

    1. innerbeauty
      August 31, 2010 at 3:14 pm

      wow if I were to write a letter, this letter you wrote tells about my situation and how I feel exactly word for word, no joke 🙁 I just wanted to say I know how you feel…and send you some BIG HUGS 🙂

    2. KTbear
      September 2, 2010 at 7:46 am

      Thank you. It wasn’t an easy one to “write” but I truly felt better just getting it out in the open. Maybe someday I will send it. Big hugs back atcha!

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