You say you have to sort yourself out. Agreed, you do. You say you love me. Agreed, I really think you did. You say you want to be with me. Not sure I agree on that one, since we aren’t together anymore.
Here’s the thing. Life will always happen. Work will always be busy, your kids will always want your attention, there will always be something to work on. It’s called life. There are ups and downs, you manage with it like everyone else.
I love you, I miss you, and I’m angry at you. I want to control the outcome and the future, yet I think it’s best to let it unfold as it is meant to. I just want time to fast forward to see what the outcome will be. I truly believe if we are meant to be together we will be, though I’m not sure when that may be / if that will be.
I’m tired of wanting you and missing you. I want to move on, it’s just so much easier said than done.