I am so very confused as to how we got to this point. Two years of a roller coaster relationship with you. I have known you, I have loved you, I have hated you and everything else in between. I can’t think about our big fight without crying and wondering whether this really is it. The last time we talked I said that I never wanted to talk to you again, that I had no respect for you for what you did to me and I couldn’t even be your friend anymore. I still can’t believe the way you hurt me. After everything you have hurt me more than anyone ever has but you have also loved me more than anyone ever has, so therefore I cannot completely regret it. I’m not excusing what you did and I don’t know if things will ever go back to how they were but just know that I still care about you, I still love you, and I didn’t mean it when I said I was through with you. All I can think about is you graduating this year and me never being able to say goodbye. I can’t let that happen. This is my goodbye.