You said ” give me space”, when I occupied none. I was hanging on a string and you cut me off. You’ve left me falling, yet again. This isn’t the first time and we both know this.
Your reason was ” our relationship wasn’t going anywhere”.
I felt like our relationship was a dream. You were my imaginary boyfriend and I your imaginary girlfriend. You introduced me by name but never by association. You put me last in your list of priorities and I tried my best to understand even when I started to become insignificant in this dream of us.
I’m usually very picky but I really liked you. I have never been so honest to anyone but you. You accepted me and though you never admit to it I know you care.
You told me you couldn’t be trusted but yet I trusted you enough to give you a second chance and a third… You said you cared and that you wanted to make this work….it never did work out.
Now you have left me again and I am not sure whether to be angry at myself or at you. Make up your mind and god do I feel pathetic checking my phone every five minutes to see if you have texted.
I doubted your intentions but I ignored it.
Today we still talk , and I love you ( I wish I could have told you) so much that I’d rather continue to hurt myself just to be in you presence. Pathetic aren’t I….