I hate that I love you. You are not good for me. I need someone decisive and committed and ambitious, and you are none of those things.
I’ve tried leaving you. I left you for over a year and it didn’t help, I still love you.
Every time I see you my heart hurts like I’m dying. I’m afraid to love you because I know that eventually it will kill me. I have too much life to live to spend it in pain. I need to find myself before I can give myself to you.
All of that and more is why we can’t be together, no matter how much we love each other. I’m so sorry.