• Differences I doubt I’ll ever fully understand

    by  • August 29, 2010 • Confusion, Frustration, To You, Yearning • 0 Comments

    Dear Girl with the hair,

    Scrolling through your Facebook page I gather four bits of information about you and your life.

    1: You have lots of friends who like to have parties

    2: You are gorgeous

    3: Boys faun over you

    4: You aren’t quite stupid enough for me to hate you but you aren’t and never will be a threat to my intelligence

    But here’s the thing, I want to be you. If it means my GPA drops five points so be it. I have looks, I’m not unattractive at all. But I am socially isolated. I don’t go to parties. I don’t have boys falling over me. What is your secret? How do you and your friends have it all? Is it money? Because I don’t have that. Is it experience? I can don’t have that either. How are you famous? How are we unalike in regards to physical attractiveness, age, sex, ways of thinking? Are we not both girls? Are we not both nice, sweet, funny? Are we not both likable? Someone to envy?

    Is it that I’m smart? Choose my friends instead of have them gravitate to me? That I express myself by drawing, writing, and painting instead of drunken girl fights and screaming?

    Tell me your secrets! I want to know how the hell you do it!

    HOW IN THE HELL ARE YOU POPULAR WHEN I AM ABSOLUTELY NOBODY?! EXPLAIN IT TO ME!!! BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I AM INTELLIGENT THIS DOES NOT MAKE SENSE!

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