God I hope that I get to really tell you this one day, but this will do for now. First-I dont get you. do not tell me that you love me and not mean it. Do not tell me that I am “The Love of Your Life”, and take it back a month later. But what I really want you to know is that without you, I am the happiest I have been since I was 16. Its a shame that you are not here to see it, but you know, it’s really not. All of my friends and everyone in my life hated you, and I chose to ignore everything bad about you. I question whether our relationship was real, or just a work of carefully planted lies. You have no drive, no REAL plans, no common sense and respect for other people. Because of this though, I am more resilient. I am stronger, better, happier… in every way possible because you are not there making me miserable all the time and I can finally appreciate WHO I AM without having to wonder if you and your “super evolved moral values” are going to judge me. I wake up everyday knowing that the world has something to offer me and I have something to offer it… and I realized this on my own. If you ever try to come back to me, I will say to you that you missed your chance. There are no second chances here because I will never be foolish enough to believe that just anyone is going to put me ahead of themselves in a relationship. People are selfish when it comes to love, and neither you or I is different. But I now know that I deserve to be treated like a princess, or at least with RESPECT. I will never be that person you liked to push around again. My sense of self, my identity, my self confidence, is at level that I will never share with you, and you will never get the privilege of knowing me as a truly happy person with nothing to prove to anyone. Yes, I said privilege. In your life, I don’t wish bad upon you, but rather I hope that one day you will find someone who is really worth taking a deeper look at yourself and evolving and growing into the person that you want to be. Whoever you really are inside, I overestimated everything about you and for that I am sorry because that means I underestimated myself. I will never do that again. Thanks for the good times, but especially the bad… because those turned out to be better than the good times ever were. See you in the next life.