• This is so embarrassing…

    by  • August 27, 2010 • Love - Pure and Simple, Regret, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    So, a few years ago you saved my life, and eventually you found out. I never told you though how attached I have become to you after that. Even before, I always thought you were funny and cute, but ever since that day I’ve been crazy about you. If I’m having a bad day, and you suddenly walk in the same room I’m in, it becomes one of the best days of my life. You are the most amazing person I’ve ever met, and you don’t give yourself enough credit at all. It’s a shame, because it’s been a year since I last saw you… and I know you’re off at your own school having a blast and becoming an even greater person than you already are, but I still think about you constantly.

    So, I know you have no feelings for me, I’m not that stupid. And my self esteem sucks, but I’ll be the first one to admit it. We have some fantastic chemistry. It’s kind of ridiculous. Even when I was with my boyfriend, I still somehow ended up holding hands with you when he wasn’t around. And it wasn’t like either of us grabbed each other’s hand… it just happened. And we both know I’m not the cheating person, at all. I take it extremely seriously, and I don’t think there’s ever an excuse.

    But that last time we were talking together alone, I was so close to kissing you. I think you were too. And I know it’s horrible, but sometimes I wish I just did, just to know what it was like to kiss you again.

    Well anyway, I just wanted to get that off of my chest. And, I know you’re not one to vent, but if you ever needed to, I’m here. Just keep in mind, I owe you one.
    Or two.
    Or forever.

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