• Stealing My Life Before It Started

    by  • August 27, 2010 • Abuse, Betrayal, Eff Off - You - or Up, Grief • 0 Comments

    To the fuck that destroyed my life;

    You took everything from me, and you took it from me before I really had a chance to live it. You beat and raped it out of me at such a young age that you made it difficult for me to trust anyone or believe in anything. You made me scared and you beat me down, you destroyed my childhood. You took how I seen the world and crushed it. All of this is because you are perverted and had to force a little boy that didn’t know better to do things that are so unspeakable that to this day almost 12 years later that brings me to tears, scares me, and makes me uncomfortable. You took my life and now I have to live with this nightmare constantly in my head. I hate you for stealing my life, taking what wasnt yours and now I can never have it back. I am writing this letter to you because I am tired of thinking it was my fault, and that I am a bad person because of what you did to me and I wanted to tell you that I am who I am today because of what you did to me. You are a different kind of evil, you will haunt me for the rest of my, you will one day pay for what you have done to me and I hope that you feel horrible and not human for what you have done to me, my family, my friends and my future. So in my final thought, I want to tell you that because of what you did to me, I am who I today, I will never get back the time that you stole from me, the countless hours in counselling, the restless nights of nightmares, the devastation you have caused because you wanted to get off, fuck you, you sick perverted man, no wait you are not a man, you are less then human.

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