I cut all ties with you to see if you would care enough to find me. It’s been over a year and still, nothing. It hurts me to think that after all the long talks, “I love you’s”, and moments you decided to forget them. I still think about you every day. You asked me our first night together if I would come visit you. I never knew if you really meant it. I replied “I don’t know.”
I would have. I just didn’t know if it was the alcohol talking, or you really actually wanted me to. I guess I will never know.