• feeling a little shaky

    by  • August 27, 2010 • Fear, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    I’m a little hyper emotional right now I guess you could say, hormones,and the thought of leaving this amazing week behind. But what someone just carelessly threw out in a comment has gotten me nervous and grateful for your place in my life all at once.

    See someone thought it would be grand in the scheme of things to say they would, if given the chance, love to kill a cop one day, for fun at random. Which within itself makes me angry that people are so cold hearted and sick. Normally from such a comment I could just move along, forget the fast rise of my temper. But this comment, it got me shaken up, see you want to be a cop, in fact are majoring in criminal justice. I don’t dwell on that fact too much, you’re smart capable and have cat like reflexes, but I do love you remember. And hearing that there are people so crazy, so fueled by hate, or even just not caring enough to realize that such a THOUGHT could tear someone to pieces, that there are more people in the world than them, scares the shit out of me.

    What if you encounter one of those people one day? I would absolutely positively be devastated, and no longer would I ever be the same person again. I don’t ever want to lose you to some psycho on the street with some vendetta because some ball buster caught him shooting up with some underage girl and he thinks every cop is an asshole because he can’t even have morals or realize that we need laws to function in a society that is civil mostly and decent, where we are freer than most. I love you and I support your decision to take a stand against people like these.

    But please be careful, you are my life’s only need and want.

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