• Love

    by  • August 26, 2010 • Fear, Frustration, Grief, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    To Him
    All of my effort goes unnoticed, I’m trying to be better for you. I know I did a lot of crazy things in the past but I was trying to find myself. You weren’t there to save me from all that until it got to an extreme point. I used to be afraid of commitment but you made me realize how truly amazing it could be. You’ve given me the confidence that was stripped away from me a long time ago. With that being said though when we are fighting I feel the lowest of the low and as if I can’t do anything right. I miss the old me, when you don’t have experience its easy to believe in love and the future. Sure if I had no idea that relationships ever end I could give up everything for you, but I will never be able to do that. I don’t want to be alone when you decide to break my heart. Its hard to be with you, but being without you kills me too. I love you, I need you to understand.

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